Fallen Star

It has lost its glimmer.

It has lost its shine.

It has lost its shimmer.

It has been strayed for too long. Lost its purposes, forgotten its way. It avoided everything, destroyed anything.

It is never his fault or others fault. It is never the right or the wrong. 

It just has been lost. Lost as a fallen star. 

Without any rays emitted, without any sparkles produced. Just lost and alone.

It tries to get up but falls again. It tries to correct but always gets the wrong. It tries to forgive but they never forget. 

It is always alone yet never lonely. It is always smiling yet crying. It is always free but captive inside.


As sad it can be, as happy it can be. Whatever may come, it will always be a fallen star.



Sweet Lee-Anne

Bla?

Another post by a wannabe like me. Huhuhu... Regarding the previous post - Study formula - It actually depends on each individual on how they study. Every single person has their own way of studying. Just simply following one may not be effective. But who knows?

     Let's just do whatever we kind according to our own capabilities...


Till then, toodles.

Fly high,
Sweet Lee-Anne

My Study Formula

Heyya folks!
Another nosy post by me. Hehe.. Just kidding.

My friends always asked me how I managed my studies and get the dean award every semester. They say they've already tried but somehow can't reach beyond what they want.

So for my friends out there, here my study formula. YOU guys will be DANG surprised when I reveal the secrets of my success.

To tell you the truth I really, really hate studying. *Gasp* Seriously. I don't really have a study table or what sort. I will watch movies, cartoons, anime and even played computer games till late night. I will only study for one hour or so, then my brain is not functioning well, and I will turned on my laptop and do what so ever. You might be asking, "You are kidding right? Then how the heck you are able to score at almost all subjects?"

Well, the secrets are these....
I put all my effort in it. After I've made my effort, TAWAKKAL is the next thing I do. I work hard(somehow) and do my best. Even I get sleepy in class, as long as you know the gist of what the lecturers/teachers are saying that'll be good enough.

 And I will always uphold my dearest father words.

-If the things around you get hard, let it be. It doesn't matter. What matter is that you know you can rise up again and never ever give up. If once you have given up, it will be hard for you to stand up again. No matter what happen, even you know you are right, they are wrong, KEEP YOUR MIND IN POSITIVE mode. No matter what. Even your heart is almost breaking apart, you have to be positive. Seriously, once your mind in positive thinking, you will be able to do anything.
-You need to set your mind positively. If you failed once, that doesn't matter. You just need to keep trying. Failure is only a test and once you've make an effort to change, you will be successful. Just put your heart in it and you can do it.    (My father's words of wisdom)

The next thing you need to remember is listen to whatever your parents say. They did it for our own good,besides they are more experienced than us. Even we may not like it, what can we do? We are just little people in this big world. They are our parents, no matter what.

Next, you must remember your intention of studying. Is it for fun, is it for fame or is it because your parents said so? You need to set your intention right. Only then you can achieve what you have always dreamed of.
You must also never forget to believe and have faith in whatever you do.

This formula also apply for your daily life too. DON'T ever ever GIVE UP!

Wannabe counselor,
Sweet Lee-Anne <3 <3

Holidays versus Assignment

Yea... After a while, finally I have time to write again in my blog. *Smile*. It just I've busy attending classes plus the Internet connection at my hostel is really, really dang slow. Seriously. Imagine one internet modem for about more than 50 students for every levels. My hostel have four levels. And imagine if those 50 students of each levels access the internet at the same time, IT"S MAYHEM. Waiting for one page to load can take more than 5 minutes. (Usually I will immediately close the web page as I am mad and tired and waiting).

Set that thing aside, now for the main thing. *Drum beating*
 It's holiday again!!!! Tada!.

This time around I have around 10 days of holidays. Yeah! I like it ahah ahah.

BUT....

Even it's holiday season that doesn't mean I can simply dilly-dallying and just lazying doing nothing. The assignments from my lecturers are not much but each subject requires reading and needs to be reread over and over again. Or I will definitely forget all. Hahaha...

That's one thing. Another assignment is in my home itself. it's bigger if compare with the books I need to study. It's HOUSEWORK. HAhaha... Since I'm back home, the duty of housekeeping falls into my hand. As the eldest daughter, I NEED to do the job. Can't help it since my mother get tired easily. that doesn't matter. What matter is my stubborn younger sister won't help AT ALL!

She says she's busy, blablabla. She even said "You ARE the sister, YOU have to do it". Oh, how I wished to smack her head. Never mind. Since I've returned home, little sis, be prepare for your worst nightmare. HAhahahhaaha

The return of evil sister... (according to my younger brother and little sis)

*Sinister laugh*

Be prepared for spanking.....

Till then sayonara, Ja ne!

Evil-but-kind,
Sweet Lee-Anne :)